In April this year, I managed to fulfil a lifelong fantasy, I took a handsome man in a kilt from some stocks, after the crowd pelted him with food, hanged him by the neck with a 22mm noose which I fashioned myself, racked him thoroughly, stretching him taught and helpless, and whipped him before a jeering English audience at Celestial Studios. It was exhilarating, I had a custom soundtrack made for the performance, but for me, it was real. True is perception on occasion, and this was me bearing my soul, my deepest fantasy for my dear friends who attend our infamous underground kink parties, known for their debauchery, celebration of licentiousness and lascivious libertinism. It was too hardcore to film, as are most of our shows. We’ve done Game of Thrones feasts with bacchanalia, gangbangs, slave auctions, female head shaving humiliations, suspensions, fisting filth, all manner of extreme kinks, from Marie Antoinette guillotining of pegged and prostrated slaves to uniquely immersive offerings to various Gods, Odin, Mars, Poseidon. It’s been a ride, and if we will ever top it, I’m not sure, but I intend to try, hard, as always! Like my cocks, hard and hungry for holes! 

Again, I digress. I have had so many transformative, transcendent experiences at CS, bondage marathons, filmed scenes which shattered my world and that of my muse, subs, slaves and onlookers alike. I push boundaries, I test limits, I am an anarchist at heart, a trailblazer. Celestial is the absolute apex of the kink scene in the UK, I am told this by Mistress Sidonia, a regular attendee and performer, fellow advocate for limitless filth, real, old school, hardcore BDSM, and an inspiration for me. If you have been a member of The English Mansion website, you will understand what I mean when I say that she has inspired me to be me, shamelessly. If I want to do something, extreme, filthy, outrageous, I do it. She has tied me, pissed on me, hooked me up to fucking machines, fucked my ass, she has made many fantasies a reality for me, and she also shows me the way in terms of her singular irreverence regarding S&M. She is the real deal, she lives and breathes it, as I have done (for 15 years solid this year, where has the time gone?!).

I will write a book at some point, when I have time, but at the moment, I am having too much fun! I am back in a mental position where I am conquering, Scotland is my battleground, I am besieging it’s people with my uniquely sexual FemDom style, irreverent teasing, dominance with panache, grace and gaudiness, latex and rope, exploring new territory and reclaiming my favourite city on the planet, Edinburgh.

Scots are different, they are hardy, simple and brave. They have made my homecoming a triumph. I adore Celestial Studios, the East Midlands is where I grew up, where my family and lifelong friends are, but Scotland, that’s where my spirit has always tugged me back to, it’s where I soar.